I am a loser.

If you have forgotten why you are here, look at the picture with everyone smiling on you suck graduation. If this is what you going to experience again in one year time, take a deep breath and tell everyone you going home. Think about what cause you to give up that time, and why you want to do your thesis with the topic now? If everything was to bring you here so you can travel around before, just go home. You wasting your time and your tears to cover the sad case, and wasting your smile to pretend you are a tough girl. You are really nothing, nothing but a loser forever.